assessments in KL Tower

Assalamualaikum ,

so on this semester, ktrg kena cari tempat untuk buat few assessments for our assignments, and usually we would prefer buat kat any kilang nearby. turns out that out of almost 15 company yang ktrg call semua reject our offer ahahaha. 

so after few contacts and stuffs, this one place agreed to have us doing assessment at their place. tp awal2 xtau pun alamat tempat ni and what is their production so bila dia dh bagi nama tempat apa semua, it turns out to be alamat Atmosphere 360 at KL Tower. yes, restoran berputar tuuu

the first day we went there, ingtkn boleh naik the visitor's lift pastu enjoy the moment inside the lift la ape laa, rupanyaaa we were not allowed for it unless kita bayar hahah . so dapat je naik but through KITCHEN'S LIFT hahaha . and fyi, the assessment is done in the kitchen hehe bukan dkat restoran tmpat org makan k.

we went up for almost 4 times on the 2nd day sbb nak ambik reading on setiap 2 jam, trust me . AKU DAH TAK NAK NAIK DAH KALAU BOLEH . pening giler beb . bila ktrg turun je , we need to straight away pegi ke next point which is dekat kitchen bawah so bila ak pegang alat and nak stabilize-kan dia ak xblh gerak , i need to stand still for about 1 minute , and ak rasa sekeliling ak yg bgerak sumpah pening hahah

but the view is nice laa , once in a lifetime for couples nak lunch or dinner yg romantik yeah sesuai la kot . but its really pricey tho, strictly recommended to only working people k. and if u jenis yang tak suka pusing2 and cepat pening, NOT recommended to go here. sbb nti lepas dah makan buffet mahal2 muntah semua keluar hahaha bazir je . nak comment on food tak boleh la pulak, hanya mampu ambik reading smbil tgk drg masak je hahaha . tp mmg nampak sedap hahaha . 

we were there for about a month la kot. but 2-3 days je seminggu . UPM to KL is a trouble you knw, klu no traffic jam 30 minutes blh smpi, cuba kena wktu peak hour nak balik dr sana aiyoooo sejam lebih kot. tapi doa-doakan la the presentation will goes well, cuak giler k hahaha

k dh mati idea nk tulis

gmbr angle atas sgt sbb nk tgkp gmbr ventilation dia hahaha

view tht u cn get from up there . malam laaaaagi cantik :)

till next time.

lots of love,

tikayap :)

unsure of myself

sometimes aku rasa aku ada inner conflict yang pelik. CONTOH: bila aku rasa terlalu confident dengan diri sendiri utk buat something, it will end up with outcome yang tak seperti aku harapkan, yela sbb bila aku totally confident in something aku akan buat sungguh2, BUT then, bila aku main hentam kromo and tak letak 100% effort, it turns out to be something good. ko nak ape sebenarnye ha atika yap ?

so topik sekarang ni is aku jadi was-was untuk terlalu yakin sobs.

i tend to lead bila aku rasa apa yang aku fikir betul, so bila orang sekeliling aku tak betulkan/tegur apa yang aku salah, so i will lead people to the wrong way. scary beb. because i already did something wrong recently :(

i am sooooo scared that these kind of feeling akan buat self-esteem aku makin rendah . how how how?

i did a personality test which categorised us in groups of colors few months ago , and i am in the 'orange' group. it turns out to match my personality real well. "selalu buat tindakan dahulu, dan baru fikir akibatnya" yes, thats me. x pernah nak fikir panjang. hmm tgk la sekarang apa jadi. this mixed feeling is soooo bad sighh.

disebabkan tak pasti dengan diri sendiri. i become unsure of the future me. (future=hala tuju nak buat fyp apa, nak masuk bidang apa) , i know these kind of thing takes time tapiii tak boleh pandang remeh kot.

bahaya ni bila self-esteem makin down hahahahah

k random rants tamat kat sini

praying real hard supaya this sem habis cepat :(

lots of love,
utk diri sendiri daripada diri sendiri