Life update

Assalamualaikum everyone :)

yes, after so long. susahnya nak cari masa untuk sit down and update. ada je masa but most of it spend untuk tido.rehat.tido.rehat.

i am now in my 6th sem, which means tinggal 2 sem je lagi for my degree. cepat gila masa berlalu and while im blogging this, im already in my 5th week of this semester. ntah2 after few more post and im already graduate. cepat gilosss

this semester is not as serabut as last semester. since we have no 'tough' subject, ada je subject susah tapi tak ambil semua sekali macam sebelum ni. as final year is approaching, everyone is talking and preparing for the final year project, and aku still blur tak nak buat ape sengsorang kat sini. memang la awal lagi tapi classmates ada yang dah tahu hala tuju hahaha. was actually in a SLUMP earlier this semester. refuse to come back to college, kena chicken pox, spent another week at home and balik ke UPM dengan hati yang hiba sayu sedih dan verb yang seangkatan dengannya hahaha. my first week of class memang totally macam tak datang kelas pun, so lost and tak ready nak masuk sem ni. plus lecturer yang tak henti2 ingatkan pasal supervisor and tajuk fyp. omg stressnya. but then after 1-2 weeks, managed to settle down slowly dan terima kenyataan dengan hati yang masih ada sisa luka hahahaa drama gila. but betulla, sekarang pun bila ingat balik rasa macam nk hempuk badan kat dinding sebab tak ambik this fyp thing seriously masa end of 5th sem. 

at the same time, i have a dinner event to manage (on protocol) right after sampai kolej, terus attend meeting and totally lost (ni pun salah satu sebab refuse nak balik hahah).was actually tak ambik tahu on anything and balik2 kolej je ...... *gedebuk* start balik dari awal hahaha and the dinner was 2 weeks away i think masa tu . practised every night dan diselang-selikan dengan reports and everything. hm okay lagi kot nak compare dengan sem lepas sbb ada sekali tu ak ada few meetings on malam yang sama. and terpaksa spend max 40 minit je utk setiap meeting and minta diri untuk buat next thing hahaha. but alhamdulillah, dinner went well even breakdown gak beberapa kali heee

im not blabbing bout this to tell whoever reading this that im such a busy girl, have lots of things to do and nak show off yang im active ke pape. 

its actually shows that humans are capable to do and manage few things at once. ak takde la perfect 100% can manage everything well, there are still lacking here and there since aku suka buat tak tahu on certain things and also PROCRASTINATE (paling pro tang ni). tapi if we push ourselves hard enough, its possible guys. nak tak nak je. 

let me tell you this. on the weeks that i am literally busy, i have no free night time to do my classwork, read journals (which i should start already) and arrange my notes. BUT i tend to appreciates the time between 1am-3am to have them all done and of course catching up on things that i've been missing out throughout the week. pagi memang ngantuk la tapi kalau niat kau nak fokus, everything is possible k.

on days that i dont have any activities (events and meetings) ---bersyukur gila hahaha---, i literally spend 80% of night time on phone (twitter and instagram) and laptop (movies, dramas and youtube). sedangkan aku boleh buat classworks , study smua waktu tu but i dont. tipula x buat langsung kan but most of the time, serius tak tipu ak bazir masa. nak kata rehat, in between kelas aku nap, ptg aku tido hahhaha. so renung-renungkan lah pembahagian masa diri sendiri ye. 

anddd ak tak cakap pun tau orang lain bazir masa ke ape ke. it is just my two cents and perkongsian tentang hidup ak k k k . 

eh dah terpanjang la pulak post ni, nak update life je konon haha. will put few pictures on the dinner last week. alhamdulillah dapat Anugerah Tokoh Harapan. tahun lepas tak dapat, tahun ni dapat hehehe agak2 tahun depan layak tak untuk kategori lain ? *k blh update resume* hahahaha

missing aman here 

 TEAM PROTOKOL

barisan TOP MTM sesi 16/17

ada lipstick dalam poket jubah haha 

takde lansung gambar proper dengan piala haha

dua tahun dalam protokol, last year jadi floor manager, tahun ni ketua protokol. semoga pembelajaran ni kekal sehingga ke hujung. terima kasih semua :)

till next time.

lots of love,

tika yap :)